I’m not sure
what was tested more, his patience or my coordination, but my dad did succeed
in teaching me how to drive a stick shift —a 1979 Datsun 510. I realize I just
totally aged myself, but honestly, even way back then, I was the only one of my
friends that had to learn to drive a stick. Actually, of our two family cars,
the 510 was less geeky. As hard as it was to drive a stick, I did not want to
drive our only automatic, an avocado green station wagon. Driving the “boat”
would have been far worse for my reputation than stalling at intersections and
rolling down the often greased hill that led to my high school parking lot—greased
to embarrass new drivers forced by their parents to drive a stick!
I had thought
those days were long behind me until Jeff decided our daughter Olivia should learn
to drive stick. (Is this a dad thing?) Jeff believed a stick would make Olivia
a better driver, prevent texting while driving, keep those who shouldn’t from
borrowing her car, and, most of all, Jeff said a girl who drives a stick is
irresistible. (Pretty sure I was not!)
I caved. After all, we do
live in Fresno now, Olivia’s routes are flat.
I felt like a teenager
again when I first drove Olivia’s bright blue VW Super Beetle. But I had
forgotten a few things, like stick shifts like to roll backwards. After parking
the bug in the church parking lot, I later found it had rolled from where I
parked it, into the middle of the parking lot! Thankfully the bug stopped rolling before it crashed into
anything. If you have ever driven a
stick, you know they not only roll backwards if left in neutral, but they require
acceleration to move forward at all. Unlike an automatic that will at least
move forward slowly even without stepping on the gas.
I think I have mistakenly
approached faith like driving an automatic. I will grow faster if I give it the
“gas” of truth, obedience, holiness, love for others, but
if I do nothing with my faith in Jesus, I will at least move slowly in the
right direction. But that is not what we are seeing illustrated in the lives of
the Old Testament kings and it is not what God’ teaches us in the New
Testament.
….make every effort to supplement your faith with
virtue, and virtue with knowledge, and knowledge with self-control, and
self-control with steadfastness, and steadfastness with godliness, and
godliness with brotherly affection, and brotherly affection with love. For if
these qualities are yours and are increasing, they keep you from being
ineffective or unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. – 1 Peter
1:5-8.
From our study of the Kings of Israel, I am reminded that faith is active; it is like driving a stick
shift, not an automatic. When I “coast,” I roll backwards; I slide down greasy
hills of compromise, roll backwards into idolatry and crash right into
disobedience.
But each week,
our study has also reminded me that God is active. His kindness draws us to repentance;
His mercy is newly offered each morning; His power is given to “gas” my faith with
virtue, knowledge, self-control, steadfastness, godliness, brotherly affection
and love. And because the fuel He supplies is the life of His Son in me, these
qualities can be every increasing, evidencing His Kingdom has come.
Needing Mercy,
Pattie

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